just feel like writing this

    Pardon me for my wrong grammar, intonation, and my all wrong that you may ever notice... I am just trying to express myself. This is the best way for me to express myself, in conversation i can only be that expressive if i already know the person. Anyways, lets start... what's on my mind now... ahhh i know...why we humans cannot stand without somebody?hmmm it might be because we are a social animals like other member of the animal kingdom they have their own hierarchy well i have not studied psychology, i hope i have so i can understand other people well, when already having trouble understanding myself!! hehehe... but to continue, some most prefer if they are alone altruist perhaps? egotist? ahhhh but we cannot survive without  anybody... ill just share my view bare without any background studies shacks!!!

  First why? dang i don't want to grow old without somebody holding my waist while sleeping... without smelling somebody's armpit (even if its smelly) hehehe weird huh? How can you stand it when your boobs is already saggy you need someone to hold it up protecting from gravity? or to scratch your back when you can no longer reach it because of rheumatism? the happiness that it can bring you and the completeness...

    Ahhh but if you will know how complicated it is to have one, to grow old each other and just leave what has been established? and get another one? so when do will stop? is there really somebody out there that fit us like a puzzle? while walking i used to joke at myself if somebody might you know "tisod" hahaha! I'm getting there.. hopefully in Korea soon... if not here it might be in some place....looking forward for that...