This is a funny day for me!!

Wow, today is very hectic day and at the same time funny. Would you believe if i tell you i am writing this while on break? Have to run about mins just to get here on the net cafe! anyways, it was my coach his been listening to my calls and damn she's like being tickled. I remember this call it was an indian and living in u.k i was really trying to make him pass and when he did he the customer says hooray! oh dear times up need to go now ciao!! lol

knock you down songs & mp3

knock you down songs & mp3

just feel like writing this

    Pardon me for my wrong grammar, intonation, and my all wrong that you may ever notice... I am just trying to express myself. This is the best way for me to express myself, in conversation i can only be that expressive if i already know the person. Anyways, lets start... what's on my mind now... ahhh i know...why we humans cannot stand without somebody?hmmm it might be because we are a social animals like other member of the animal kingdom they have their own hierarchy well i have not studied psychology, i hope i have so i can understand other people well, when already having trouble understanding myself!! hehehe... but to continue, some most prefer if they are alone altruist perhaps? egotist? ahhhh but we cannot survive without  anybody... ill just share my view bare without any background studies shacks!!!

  First why? dang i don't want to grow old without somebody holding my waist while sleeping... without smelling somebody's armpit (even if its smelly) hehehe weird huh? How can you stand it when your boobs is already saggy you need someone to hold it up protecting from gravity? or to scratch your back when you can no longer reach it because of rheumatism? the happiness that it can bring you and the completeness...

    Ahhh but if you will know how complicated it is to have one, to grow old each other and just leave what has been established? and get another one? so when do will stop? is there really somebody out there that fit us like a puzzle? while walking i used to joke at myself if somebody might you know "tisod" hahaha! I'm getting there.. hopefully in Korea soon... if not here it might be in some place....looking forward for that...

problema ang daan para mahasa ang ating pagkatao?

     

     Ang buhay ay mahiwaga ikanga, di mo nalang akalain na buhay ka mula ng pagkabata, at ng magkamulat ka dun mu palang maiintindihan kung gaano ka hiwaga nga talaga... Pag naranasan mo na lahat ng emosyun na meron ang isang nilalang na gaya natin.

    Maraming pagkakaiba ang mga tao pero pare pareho ko lang ito kung titingnan, sa lahat ng aspeto ng pagkakatulad ito ay pare pareho tayong nag hahangad na maging masaya. Hindi ko mawari kung ano ba talaga ang gusto ko? dapat ko ba itong pagkatiwalaan?pag pansamantala lang? hindi ko talaga alam...

   Ang pinakamaganda lang? sa bawat nararanasan ko mapa masama, malungkot, man o masaya?dun ko na kikilala ang aking sarili, na oobserbahan ko sa aking mga reaksyon, ang aking comento, kung paano ko pinagtatawanan ang aking sarili dahil sa aking katangahan, kabobohan at nakakabiglang bagong reaksyon sa bagong sitwasyong dumating sa akin.

  Ito lang ang sigurado ako, ako ay matatag at hindi nag papatalo sa kahit ano mang pagsubok.. . magsasawa ang problema sa akin hehehe.... sa mga tao diyan na nakakaranas pa ng mga problema kaya nyo rin yan. Wag kayo matakot na sumubok maging masaya hanapin ang sarili lumaban sa buhay.... Tama, masarap ang mabuhay, masarap mangarap, masarap harapin ang lahat ng klaseng laban kahit ano pa ito kahit sa tingin natin di nakikita ang pag asa... nandiyan lang ito... paano nalang kaya kung wala ang mga bagay na nagpapahirap sa atin? kung madali lang ang buhay? hindi natin masusubukan ang ating sarili...

 Kahit ano ka sama ng kahapon nagpapasalamat ako dito, damn if not for it i will not be me now... if not for my wrong actions and mistakes, i will never knew myself better... and there is more to discover...there is more of me that has not come out and i am so excited to know more..... (napa english tuloy ako)heheh bleah... sagot sa title? siguro!!!!